Monkey Business: The Rich but Unfortunate Soul

Monkey Business: The Rich but Unfortunate Soul: "I was around 4 years of age when I first saw you...You were that one of a kind soul that mesmerized me...That smile, the tenderly voice, epi..."

The Rich but Unfortunate Soul

I was around 4 years of age when I first saw you...You were that one of a kind soul that mesmerized me...That smile, the tenderly voice, epic dance moves and the care for the poor and less fortunate made me fall into your grasp. It was then when I realized that if I had to settle down with a man, it would be you...

The smile, the hair that matches mine and the style...Unfortunately attracted millions of people across the globe making me, one of the many who fell in love with you!


Michael Joseph Jackson, you're the most influential person I've ever met in my life! Although there are tons of rumors going on about you, I have never changed the way I've always looked upon you. You're just that special. 


My ultimate dream had always been to meet you in person, attend at least two concerts of your's and pay a visit to the Neverland ranch. Hold your hands, feel the touch and maybe hoping that I could share the memoirs with the rest of the world. 
With high hopes, I had planned everything in my mind. 


At the same time, on the other side of the world were the preparations for the THIS IS IT concert that had been estimated to be the biggest event of the year. Rehearsals, auditions, decorations and choreography were being held in a large scale in London. Everyone kept their fingers crossed and anxiously waited for the magical moment. Tickets were completely sold out, everything in place, but...something went missing...


It was around 4.12 in the morning here in Malaysia. Heavy rain followed by thunder and vicious lightnings woke me up. The windows were wide open, curtains flying, the water splashing onto the parkey floors. Wanting to get more sleep, I shut the windows and hopped back onto my bed as I had school the following day. Coincidently  I was late to assembly where they had announced something really important. However, no one bothered to tell me anything about it. Later, while I was having a normal conversation with my friend, she had told me that the one and only King Of Pop Michael Jackson had passed away at 12.53p.m Los Angeles time which is approximately 4 in the morning in Malaysia. That clearly answered my question of why out of no where was it raining at that hour. 


The whole wide world in disbelief and unable to accept the fact that the piece in the puzzle we needed the most is now missing. We had no choice but to accept reality and move on with it. Some were devastated but there were also some of those heartless souls that jumped with joy. All they could think of is the money and the property under him. The moment he was buried, he became more unfortunate than he was before. No peace when he was alive and still no peace when he had left us yet never failed to put on a smile on his face, encouraging everyone to live in peace. They say, one bad thing is more than enough to bring a person down. It is indeed very true. He had plenty of money, property and fame but he never had peace. He was always accused for child molestation. He was set aside simply because once upon a time he was black skinned and all of a sudden became a white. 


The human mind will never be satisfied. Now that he is 'Gone too soon' what can we do? 
He was an 'Unbreakable" soul. Now that its over, we realize that all the rumors were nothing but a pool of lies. 
No matter what happens, I do and forever will love you with all my heart Michael... I love you the most...

RestInPeace loved one...




With lots of love, 
Charroo

When you don't feel the same.

  Once bitten twice shy. All of us have definitely heard of that. However, in my case I wasn't shy although I was already bitten more once. It all began once fine day...

For a whole month I was freaking stuck in a shit school and obviously I needed to transfer. Finally, I stepped into MGS. It wasn't as I hard as I thought it would be at first. From a Tamil school, I mingled with the rest pretty darn well. Months past, and soon enough I found a companion whom I thought was my type. To be honest, I had lots of fun but what I didn't realize was that I was eventually becoming like her. As a true friend, I tried my very best to advice her on couple of things. Unfortunately, she was influenced by the rest of the girls. She assumed she belonged there. Her command of English was good, good family background and all of a sudden she turned into a Hyena (that's over exaggeration but HEY!), lost her proficiency in English, became rebellious and obviously ignored me. Not what I thought when I first met her. 

I'm a happy child now :)

Towards the end of 2010, things just got worst between me and her. She got into trouble with her mom (serves her right). The group of annoying buffaloes thought it was me who put her in trouble although I kept denying. It sucked being the good guy but somewhere deep down in my heart I kept telling myself that it was all for the better and guess what?? It definitely was! I already can notice the changes. No more bad rumors, the rest have a better impression on me and I've not gone down the filthy drain with those idiots. I don't f*cking give a damn if they call me a bitch cause I know for myself that I'm not one and so do others. 

No regrets. I have learned my lessons and hopefully this is the last time I'm getting bitten. 

Now, she has transferred to a different state, not that I care but its a sense of relief. The buffaloes are still being idiots but oh well I don't give a damn. I've got a life to care about. 

Now, its the brand new and I'm back on track! Feels real good to be yourself, seriously. 

Yours truly,

Charroo

Oh Hai There

Hey guys!
I'm Charroogesinee, and this blog is something I shall use to muse out my feelings and my thoughts.
I hope you will enjoy reading it as much as I do writing it. :)
x
-Charara