Sunday, June 5, 2011

When you don't feel the same.

  Once bitten twice shy. All of us have definitely heard of that. However, in my case I wasn't shy although I was already bitten more once. It all began once fine day...
For a whole month I was freaking stuck in a shit school and obviously I needed to transfer. Finally, I stepped into MGS. It wasn't as I hard as I thought it would be at first. From a Tamil school, I mingled with the rest pretty darn well. Months past, and soon enough I found a companion whom I thought was my type. To be honest, I had lots of fun but what I didn't realize was that I was eventually becoming like her. As a true friend, I tried my very best to advice her on couple of things. Unfortunately, she was influenced by the rest of the girls. She assumed she belonged there. Her command of English was good, good family background and all of a sudden she turned into a Hyena (that's over exaggeration but HEY!), lost her proficiency in English, became rebellious and obviously ignored me. Not what I thought when I first met her. 
I'm a happy child now :)
Towards the end of 2010, things just got worst between me and her. She got into trouble with her mom (serves her right). The group of annoying buffaloes thought it was me who put her in trouble although I kept denying. It sucked being the good guy but somewhere deep down in my heart I kept telling myself that it was all for the better and guess what?? It definitely was! I already can notice the changes. No more bad rumors, the rest have a better impression on me and I've not gone down the filthy drain with those idiots. I don't f*cking give a damn if they call me a bitch cause I know for myself that I'm not one and so do others. 
No regrets. I have learned my lessons and hopefully this is the last time I'm getting bitten. 
Now, she has transferred to a different state, not that I care but its a sense of relief. The buffaloes are still being idiots but oh well I don't give a damn. I've got a life to care about. 
Now, its the brand new and I'm back on track! Feels real good to be yourself, seriously. 



Yours truly,
Charroo


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